I’m trying really hard, Eddie, but I’m not handling the possible sentencing well. Nao took your life…a life full of years bound to be more fruitful than his and Maymi’s years put together. You had so much going for you…a bright future in the music industry..and a bright future with love..in love. I would give anything to go back to that night where I said goodbye before going back to college. Just to smell the half smoked cigarettes in your clothes as I hugged you…and so I could have another shot at kissing you. It’s all so unfair…and I’m living with it..but a maximum sentence of 10 years? That means he’d walk out at 28 years old…Still a chance to have a life. He doesn’t deserve it. I hope justice is served inside the prison…

I miss you so much… We find out on Friday. I know you are already doing so, but please look out for your family :(

I love you…